Yesterday it was full moon and I can feel the powerful energy. My spirit feels awakened and I’m desperate for change, yet I feel like I’m sinking into the same place over and over again. It’s like I’m pushing against an invisible wall that won’t break, no matter how hard I try. I keep showing up, I keep fighting, I keep giving everything I have, but the weight of it all makes my chest tight. Some days it feels like I’m moving through thick fog, reaching for something I can’t quite grasp, even though I want it with every part of me.
I’ve poured so much of myself into this — my time, my energy, my hopes, my heart. I didn’t do it casually; I threw myself into it because I need this change, not just as a want but as something my whole being is craving. And still, even with all that effort, there are moments when I feel exhausted and defeated, moments when I’m scared that nothing will shift, that I’ll stay trapped in the same patterns no matter how much I fight.
But even in that fear, even in that heaviness, there’s a part of me that refuses to let go. There’s a quiet, fragile strength inside me that keeps trying, that keeps hoping, that keeps reaching. I’m not giving up — even if right now I feel lost, stuck, and worn down. I’m fighting for the version of myself I know is possible, the life that feels just out of reach but still worth chasing. I know I will get there soon and I don’t have to worry.
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